Ok so I'm bored again ( what else is new?) and don't wanna even look at the homework I should be doing. At this point I'm so tired I can't even speak ( and am typing just fine) so I will probably sleep with in the next hour and wake up later to do work. but right now I figured to try and give my brain a rest, I could update this..... more later g'night

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Result of Quiz :: Who is your inner CLAMP character?
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You scored as Kurogane.






You are like Kurogane from Tsubasa. You are everything anyone could want to those who love you, and everything to fear from those who do not. Your are the type of person who comes across as being aloof and distant and your trust is not something easily earned, but once it is, you are a friend for life. And try as you might to fool them, those closest to you know you’re just one big cuddly teddy bear. <3

Kurogane

83%
Kero-chan

75%
Sakura

75%
Yuuko

71%
Chii

67%
Miyuki-chan

63%
Hokuto

58%
Kamui

54%
Watanuki

54%
Fai

50%
Seishirou

42%


So I just took this quiz.... I'm a guy...... greaaaaaattttttttt ( Can you see me jumping for joy here?) Well... at least he is cute I guess? maybe? *sigh* whatever ( please if I wanted to be a guy at least couldn't I have been Sei-chan? Hmmm.... I need to rig this)

Ok so I am bored and decided to update this. Not much is going on but it has been a hell of a week. So that is about it. I've got work to be doing (like usual) which i might actually work on now. On a lighter note a friend of mine made me some kick ass earrings and that made my day. Going out later and then probably staying out late seems to be the order of the day (or night)as it were ( is it me or does that sound totally weird?) so that is it... end

Ok so I figured out how to make my friends happy. I figure if I leave the Lj page open in the mornings then I will at least remember to type two sentences about my day. Maybe it will work or maybe it won't but it is worth a shot.

Well nothing else has been happening. I've started my research project but it should be fun, the book are intresting and I've found some documentaries to watch. Dance is still kicking my ass but that is ok. As long as I get the exercise then we're good. What else? I've bought a new book(not that I'll ever have a chance to read it) but it is still exciting. I found out that I'm not going to be on campus next year I've got and apartment YAY!!!

And last ting I need to gush about....

I went to a DirEnGrey Concert!!!! It was awsome! But I hate Moshers :P They suck. I didn't get anything except the new cd (preorder) but that is ok. You wouldn't believe the group in that place, there was no room to breathe and then I saw like 6 people fighting over Shinya's drumstick. I would have just broken a piece off and let the rest have at it. Well there is one thing I've learned: If you want space at a concert like that ( since it was a standing only in front of the stage) Death threats are you friend ;) I'm joking really I wouldn't do anything to get me in jail. The greatest part of the night is we ( my friend and I) made friends with the roadies. That was interesting.... we road around with them and at like 2 o'clock in the morning met Kaoru, Die, and Shinya. Well Shinya ran back to the bus 'cause he was cold ( or my friend scared him ;p ). It was a fun night although I was tired for days afterward. It was a long drive there and back so you know. But that is all for now.

My friends on here have been telling me that I need to update..... so the long await update is here!

Ok let's see now, AWA was a blast but because of school we did not stay the whole weekend. I can say I got a lot of stuff from my favorite bands ( probably too much though * oops*). School has been hectic but on an note I am Twenty!!! I'm old *ugh*. Got to choose new classes for the next semester I am excited I have two classes with friends so it will be fun. Other things have been going on I'm trying to go abroad next year and you wouldn't believe the amount of paperwork that comes with it!! I don't care thought I want to go so badly. First choice is Japan but I'm not saying no to Europe either I just want to leave the US I guess this is what I came to college for. ( Surprised? lol)

I'm leaving for Thanksgiving Break!!! I'm happy to be leaving but am also sad to leave some friends by themselves for the break. Well they'll be fine and we'll have to make plans or something when I get back *evil grin* that will be fun. Work has been piling up but I'm being my usual self and have a hard time doing the actual work but I'm getting better especially now that I have classes I actually like. On a last note I am jealous of a friend because she got the new Tackey and Tsubasa CD. *cries* I wanted that but hopefully will be able to get it soon or find it on the net for the time being.

I've just heard Gackt's new single and I'm so Jealous why? because I don't own it! Anyway I'm leaving today to go to AWA and I can't wait. Plus I'm going with a group of new/old friends so it will be great times. There is not much else going on I have to pack and do some work today so I don't have to worry about work (or too much work as it is) when I get back. Yea,.... that's about it for now....

It has been a very long time since I've last been here. Let see updates......


Well I'm going to Atlanta for the weekend with Aya rosiel! AWA is calling. I've just started grtting into new music, anything JE,jrock and such,it has been very fun so far. On a sad note I'm having troubl adding friends but I figure I can get that taken care of next week. Nothing else really going on a ton of work to do but I'm being lazy (well I did Japanese and that broke my brain so a short break shouldn't hurt) But it is an undifined amount of time. That's about it pretty short so far..... but no worries I'll have plenty to say after this weekend.

I have nothing really going on at this point. I'm trying to set up for when a friend fron Texas comes in tomorrow. It really is a lot of work. I've been working all the time now so all my interesting talking (note the sarcasm) has stopped for now. I can't wait for school to start again. I applied for a job on campus and I hope I get it. The money would be nice.


Well other than that I've not had to chance to catch up on any anime or otherwise. Not really bad now that I have four days vacation. yay!!! Sleeping sounds like a lovely prospect. It was a little hard settling home but no worries It has been nice to have some down time between the whirlwind of the last summer and the experience of college. Funny thing is that I thought I would never get tired of working and that it was easier than going to class(ha!). My brother said that he would rather work than go to class any day he works part time and is older but he doesn't seem to deal with people as much. Or if he does it doesn't get to him as much(I must learn that secret) I on the other hand don't have that much of a thick skin yet I get annoyed too easily still. Case in point: A customer made it know to me that an item he/she wanted was not as cheap as one at another store in our chain. Well when I asked if this customer wanted to talk to a manager he/she said that they did and the manager wouldn't mark it down anymore. ( Where I work identical stores; since we are a chain; do not have identical sales, so if we try to mark down something that is undamaged or the very last with no bar code we have to follow the given price or get in trouble.) Now I did not mind being told this, but my thought was, if the manager could not help the customer, then why did said customer come to me, a cashier? I certainly can't help the customer and if they wanted the cheaper item why did they not decide to have us call the other store and see if they still had the item? Sometimes I think I hate people.

Oh well four days of freedom for me!!!! Nothing else to say really (surprise, surprise) another short entry it seems.

I have been busy for a while now. Got back to work soon after my trip to go see the Musical "Wicked" which was awesome!!! Been working a good amount since but since I missed the first pay period when I got back I have no money (darn). Other than that nothing special has been happening around here.... I'm trying to get AIM on my phone so I can talk to people anywhere since it is hard to get AIM at home when we don't have a permanent computer here. Work has been busy Target is still a mad house as always. I am all over the store this summer working in different departments so I've had some interesting experiences. Nothing really upsetting or bad going on around here just too many different work schedules to see everyone. But I'm having fun so it's all good yea? *grin*

Today is the long awaited room cleaning!!!!


Although my sister is going to be pissed because I took all the things that were her's out of my room and put it into her room.....


Well I was right about my sis being upset. I wrote that sentence earlier today when I started cleaning my room and by time the family was home I was done for the day. But the only problem is that The Older one ( my sister) complained about just cleaning her room and I messed it up again. Well then my mother felt the need to tell me that we both need to be more considerate toward each other, the kicker is that this speech was made without my sibling there. You Know I find it funny that if we both need to be more considerate to each other i.e. that my room should not be used for unwanted storage in annoying places and I should not mess up what my sister has worked hard to clean WHY was she not around to hear this?!!! That I don't get. I get the lecture and my sister gets to be upset and complain to my mother. Maybe it is the age of the two of us? My sister is going to be twenty-five soon so maybe my mother thinks that since I'm five years younger I need the "wisdom" more? The only I don't like is that although I know I'm whinning ( i figured this is as good a place as any since no one reads me) that the eldest doesn't hear the talking of my mother. Something happens, Sister walks away, I get pulled back to hear the rant and cannot nor will not say anything to get into more trouble. Plus the times there is a fight between the Eldest and Mother; the Eldest walks out the door after a final point and is allowed to leave. Me, well I tried to leave a war zone and got into more trouble than when I walked into one. This is why I think age is a factor

Today I decided to update this thing Finally......

Nothing much going on, I just got out of school and already am feeling the strain of asking for help with paying for things *ugh* I need to get back to work( I hope I still have a job)oh well. I was suppose to go see a play called Wicked but with the amount of money it's going to cost I'm half feeling I shouldn't go.... I wanted to but I hate getting the feeling and belief from my family that I don't know how much money or strain (I guess that is a polite way of putting it) I'm putting on them. I hate that they think that I don't know the value of money I don't know what to do at this point. Now I have had a lot of help in past from them but there is a sense of urgency to not lean so much on my parents especially. My parents are facing not having jobs which does not help the situation, I just feel like that although I have worked and will work that I am a burden that needs to learn to be furgal(like a child)That alone makes me feel angsty lol Where's my violin when I need it. I sometimes envy some of the people I know. Instead of having to get a job meaning that I need it they ( the people) only are trying to find a job because they want it. I know that sounds really mean and ugly but sometimes it's true. I really don't know what to do at this point because i haven't any way to help just yet. First I need to get back to work but that entails finding a way to get to work(meaning that my parents are the main taxis) I need to drive is the next but long term goal. I don't even know when that is going to happen because I would have to pay for a driving school or get my parents to do the money end which at this point I don't think willbe happening not with everything else going on. I have other normal things to do but I've been lazy.

It's like I have no direction or drive and now I'm getting into emo territory so humor me. (lol) I can't seem at least at home or anywhere at this point to look and feel my age. Around my family I'm the baby and treated younger than I am or feel. Sounds stupid I know but it's some times true. Even i act younger at times and hate that fall back because it does not help me. I've been trying to find something productive not that I haven't gotten very far. oh well I just need to start doing something so I guess this is enough ranting for tonight.

It's been a long time since i last updated.... Life got in the way it seems. I'm almost at the end of the break for x-mas; it's hard to believe that the first semester is over. My holidays were eventful,wined, dined, and partied as it turned out. Nothing new there when I'm back home. Got great things for x-mas, books clothes the usual. Some more fansubs that I have not had a chance to watch yet. New year's eve was one MASSIVE party between friends and family ect. January 1 was slept through oh well ;) The new semester is exciting but a part of me does not want to go so far away again. ( well not that far but far enough). This time I hope my classes can keep me more interested than last semester's. Well since I got to pick these courses I think I'll have a lot more fun with this year. I part of me can't wait until the whole thing is over so I can go back to lazying around and working. Most people will think that is weird but I miss my paycheck *sigh* Kinda strange what I'm talking about now over tiredness can get to me like this. But I think this is enough for now.

Today is Monday and I've not updated in a while. School is buckling down so close to Thanksgiving. I've got so much to do it is not even funny. I have a Psych project to start as well as an Art project to do. *ugh* Then I will want to start studying for the exams coming up as well as then end of year club going on etc. I've had a fun time hanging out with people and planning a birthday movie outing. But this last weekend was hectic to say the least... It was the last home football game the Holidays are around the corner and with that the last push for grades. I have to say that with all things going on I have more energy than ever (I think it is from all the excitement but I'll wait till thanksgiving to say that for real, who knows it could be from a caffeine overdose ha ha ).

On other notes...
I find with each passing month I've gotten more use to the school life although I'm still not timely with anything in the way of home work (great time to be this way don't ya think?!!) I'm more comfortable with the new friends I've made and love a good amount of the going on at School ( funny how I still can't wait to get home) but in a few days I'll be closer to being a true adult (which is scary as hell since I'll be one step farther from the "fresh from high school title") Maybe that's just my mind set though. I can't really tell when I'm supposed to feel like an adult. In all honesty in some situations I already do. At this point I guess all the extra energy isn't helping along with the home stretch coming up.

Well this seems to have enough of my stressing in here tonight so I'll say good night !!!

Today I had an eight o'clock class this morning. It's art and we are working on color theory.It seems pretty interesting but at eight o'clock in the morning it's not that appealing. Also I've had fun in the cold this week. It has been in the thirty's and fourties this whole week. On a high note we've gotten some flurries. Of course with the turn of the weather I got a cold *ugh* figures. I've missed two classes so far had to get myself to the doctor and been sleeping way more than normal. Since other things in real life have also been interfering this has been a fun couple of days. I have so much work to do it's not even funny. I can't check up on some things because my net is funny but by now it should be ok.(hopefully) I hate being sick.... even with things to do all i can think about is going to sleep right here at the desk it stinks. well I guess I've better go ahead and get that sleep other wise I'll be a zombie come an hour or two. *yawn* That's all folks!!!

Today was interesting to say the least. I went over a test in Art (passed it with flying colors !!!!) and then came the dreaded Psych test. Surprisingly it wasn't what I thought it would be. At this point I'm just happy everything that needed immediate doing is done.

On to more interesting things...........

I was reading online today and found some old authors I haven't even checked up on in years. One was Lady M Harris (I read primarily on Fanfiction.net) the first person who started me on the Fanfiction community with her Salior Moon stories. While she does write on Fanfiction most of her stories can be found on older SM sites such as A Salior Moon Romance. The next person I found again was Laurel Anne, who has been working on on story for years ( I'm not kidding here people)! Laurel Ann at least when I started to read her was back in my Junior High years. Add to that that the story was finished in April 2005 and WOW!!! personally I'm sad to see it end for she was one of my favorite authors ever!!! I'm sorry its done but it has been one of the greatest Salior Moon Stories out there and extra point goes to the author for sticking with the story itself.

In other news I was catching up on my HP fanfiction and am a happy/sad mix at this point. One of the best authors of the HP Fanfiction community Bored Beyond Belief has nearly finished the next chapter of his/her HP story. If those who love HP and Fanfiction do not know whom I am talking of Please, PLEASE go to Fanfiction.net and look up Bored Beyond Belief. Start with the story know as "Never Alone Never Again" and you'll be hooked. I LOVE THIS AUTHOR!!! Believe me it is great and then if you decide to go further go into favorite stories because I find that Really really good authors have great stories they love.

Ok so after my little advertising stint lol, I now am going to catch up with my anime and have fun with my new computer. Until next time if anyone is reading this well if not ah well.

it is 8:13 pm and I'm exhausted. This weekend went by fast but at this point I have too many things to do. There is a exam in Psychology tomorrow and I've still got so much to retain. (lucky for me my class isn't until the afternoon!!) Art though is looking easy for my eight o'clock on Monday.

That's enough about school for now.....


I'm on episode 116 of my favorite anime, Naruto yea!! getting to the good part. For those who have just seen the series that aired on Cartoon Network these past two Saturdays I'm sorry. This is when I love fansubs... I won't go into much about what I'm watching so not to ruin it, but I hope to get to finish another avi of Naruto. On another note can any one tell me how to do a background? White seems so boring just point me in the right direction if you please. Now that I have posted again I have nothing else interesting going on today (or tonight as is the case). Well I just go to hear a friend play a few songs on her keyboard and it made me think about getting my gituar up here soon. I'm not very good and learning is very slow at this point but playing is so much fun.

I think my home work calls again seeing as this was a nice break... Is it just me or does this posting seem to be slightly addicting?

Parents weekednd came and went. I got free food and stuff for my dorm. Now I'm just trying to not do the work I have to. Any way the football game was great. We won 30-3!!! got to show people around too, it's nice that it is quiet now( not so many people around). Got a few e-mails to do *ugh* fun... yeah:( Not much to say, so i guess this is it.